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life is good no drugs at all no drinking i got a wonderful boyfriend justin my bubbies and im gonna work at hot topic. skewl tho on the other hand is hard. im working threw that tho its just another obsticle to overcome. man i luv god for giving me a second chance. things are amazing Caity

  So after every thing with the drugs and shit its been well! i told my mom everything all about the drugs and included that i was done with everything. and its true    i have offically been sober for two weeks!!! im so happy!!! it feels really fucking good to be clean!  The guy i like only likes good girls. not that im good or nothing just that im clean! lol I like to tell people that i dont do drugs. Their faces are like ....WHAT!! wow! lol and im just like well i used to then i was gonna die so i dont! and they just kinda laugh witch makes me laugh lol but yea just an update 2 WEEKS SOBER!!! yay! Caity <3

" SoMe oNe p/le/as/e ((tell) ME who is                CoNtRoling    These  M.A.R.I.O.N.E.T.T.E.S. " life has been completely fucked up! A few weeks ago i almost ended it ..not on purpose either. i was at a party and someone handed me SEVEN different pills and siad "take them" i was like "well wat are they?" and they said "just fucking take them" so i took them (bad idea i kno) then we all went in a car and smoked (alot) when i got out beckys then boyfriend jesse had a ton of liquor and i drank half of a bottle of vodka (by myself) and two beers. Twenty min. went by and my heart started to race. becky took me to the bathroom so i coul